Busy likea bee~~~~ Work, work work and still work. The only time where I can put down everything behind and concentrate working. Mind were to wonder around somewhere elses, I will start to make myself as busy as possible to stop thinking and prevent it from dragging my mood down. Perhaps, I like the life I'm having now. :) Aww, monday's schedule can really kill me! I guess I'll need roughly 2hours to travel there and 2hours to travel home. By the time I reach home will be around 12midnight alr?! And lunch alone, so pathetic! I don't like it! :( And shit! I think I'm suffering from migraine, I'm always having headache, and its always on the right side! Boohoo~
-/ Selfish mindset, I didn't want to share my thoughts. Countless of things had happened, eventually my emotion had been ups and downs too. You're just likea controller that takes control of my emotion. I know I shouldn't even have that thought but, I just couldn't help it. You'd never understand, no one will even understand! Mixed emotion, mixed feelings. I don't wanna fall any deeper, because I know there won't be an outcome between. I need a place to release all these inner thoughts, all these inner pain.
But never will I forget to bring a smile wherever I go..
I miss two babies! :(
